I’m Sorry Allah I’m Sorry Ahlulbayt (as). Please help me gain knowledge.. I don’t want to disappoint you.
man, i’m scared 6am exams in like 5 hours 3 exams Geog, rs, physics *sigh* 19/04/12
I know You hear my prayers…You are the All Hearing Alhamdulilah So please.. Grant me Sabr..Or answer my Prayer Ya Allah.. I beg of you please.. I’m crying i’m crying.. Please Ya Allah And I apologise if I come off as rude Astaghfurillah :( I’m sorry… 18/04/12
..I’ve said this a few (I think it’s many, but it’s not enough compared to many!) times.. But i’m sill so sorry I am letting everybody down with these tests… YA Allah. please, please when I have to do GCSE’s next year bless me with knowledge so I can please my mother and please, please bring me closer to you.. because you created me and there is no God but...
SubhanAllah, I want to do tahajjud 1:14 am but my family is up and I’m worried my brother will disrupt me ‘sigh’
Lady Zainab (as) will always be in our hearts. Tears for Ahlulbayt (as)
I feel like..
Stabbing myself in the chest for not praying and for my iman being so low asdfghjkl.
This is scary :(
I haven’t prayed too much recently.. like I will skip prayers *sigh* Astaghfurillah.. ALlah guide me Ameeen..
So tired of your hypocrisy Please go back to Uni
I feel, I know.. I don’t deserve forgiveness.. But please Ya Allah Forgive me.. Forgive me.. and Guide me.
I haven’t prayed today or yesterday.. Going to Maghrib asdfghjkl My Iman is so low :( Ya Allah
I just feel like..
My life is falling apart but it’s not I’m just over-reacting but I don’t know what to do Except turn to You But will You answer me? Have hope in Allah swt I’ve cheated for too long though. *sigh* Auzibillah Alhamdulilah
Bismillah hir-rahman ar-raheem You known the contents of my heart. You know what I want to ask, but I do not want to hurt you. Please Allah swt Help me Please..Ya Allah Ya Allah Ya Allah Increase my knowledge Spiritually & Academically I beg of you andpleaseforgive me Ya Allah..
I am becomign more efficienttt! :O Dang typo :c SubhanAllah :)
SubhanAllah I don’t know what to say it’s amazing how beautiful people are in a Mosque MarshAllah! :) May Allah Swt bless us all and guide us and keep us on the right path inshaAllah :)
Ahh, SubhanAllah! Alhamdulilah! Allah Hu Akbar!!...
SubhanAllah!! Alhamdulilah! :) I met Ammar Nakashawani and he shook my hand!! :O TWICE Salawat <3 So knowledgable MarshAllah OHHH AND I GOT A PICTURE WITH HIM! Ahh AlhamdulilAh! :) 00:49 24/03/12 Met him yesterday 23/03/12 now.. Fajr in 4 hours XD
I love Ammar Nakashawani
SubhanAllah :) Some of his videos make me cry :))) SubhanAllah
I need help
I always turn to Him but I can’t help it. This procrastination problem *sigh* Sabr~ Need to do Dua and get Duas Insh’Allah
I may not realise it..
But I think I reflect everyday Which is probably why i’m always distracted + can’t concentrate Okay not the only reason mainly because little sleep + lack of water :c. but I swearr I reflect a few mins everyday and I can’t help it ALhamdulilah I think about Imam Mahdi (as) everyday but I have these negative thoughts and I just can’t help it. I keep thinking I will...
I know I was suppose to get off tumblr..
but loool Was speaking with my mum about how I am going to stay after school ona certain day and see a lecture by Ammar Nakshawani at the Mosque on Friday (ALHAMDULILAH ALLAH HU AKBAR!!). And then my Mum says: “has he (referring to my dad) demolished all my chocolate” haha I dunno why I just found that funny and started thinking my Mother is really sweet :3 Yeahhh was probbaly cuz...
I have an Idea...! Which may seem silly XD
Basically I’ll get home from school chill for an hour then go to sleep BOOM wake up 3am.. I can do Tahajjud ALHAMDULILAH THEN I can do work AND FAJRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR and i’ll have a few hours to spare to do work. And i’ll get enough sleep Woot Woot~ Okay.. now back to work it’s 22:33 Stop procrastinating bro~ Auzubillah 20/03/12 Awwh I just realised 18th...
ALmost 12AM! DOne no Work!! Astaghfurillahh! Ya Allah Forgive me Why did I have to be so good at wasting time Astaghfurillah Astaghfurillah Procrastination….. Auzubillah
Alhamdulilah! :O I just got a compliment on my other blog which isn’t a personal blog.. buttttt HOW DO I REPLY TO COMPLIMENTS I can’t take them :c May Allah bless her for her kindesssss m’A =D Just a lil thing to note: When somebody compliments me, I don’t get happy because of the compliment itself (e.g. you are so beautiful, your blog is so good etc etc). But...
I have such a bad procrastinating problem… Auzubillah
I’m ill today so I have no school I want to listen to a good lecture or read an interesting book so unmotivated to do work~
I find it so hard tonotprocrastrinate asdfghjkl
I’m quite ill but I remember a verse from the Quran saying with misfortune comes forgiveness Alhamdulilahhhh
So tired just came back from birmingham Doing Wudhu then sleeping InshAllah
I want to do Salaat but my mind is so lazy and i’m tired in reality I don’t ugh I wish I was “awake” so I would enjoy my prayer and find peace Insh’Allah Allah Hafiz Time to pray and then I’m sleeping, getting at-least 6 hours tonight I’A Khudafiz
Alhamdulilah I am of the Shia of Ali (as)
Done with this Dunya I just want to serve Imam Mahdi (as) That’s all Insh’Allah one day but I have to survive
Need to remember this Insh'Allah
“ Rights of the Wife It is the right of your wife that you should know that Allah has made her for you a tranquility and comfort (in worry), and a friend and shield (against sins). And likewise, it is incumbent upon both of you to thank Allah for your partner and to know that (the spouse) is a grace of Allah upon you. And it is obligatory to have good fellowship with this grace of Allah (i.e....
I’m really worried about him :( His father overworks him ugh Wish I could help him Insh’ALlah I will do Dua for him everyday, multiple times Insh’Allah Ya Allah please, please help Yusuf through his hardship Insh’Allah
Ya Allah When I use water Let it purify me Wash away my sins Insh’Allah
I feel as if I should hate myself
I hurt Imam Mahdi (as) by sinning and he cries for his Shia Yet I still sin……………….. I mean what if i’m not on his side? Why am I having these negative thoughts..?
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What will come out of me reflecting? Will I find my purpose in life? How do I reflect? I’ve reflected before…. But I want to reflect deeply. Ya Allah Insh’Allah Insh’Allah
I can't stop thinking
that I wont be on the side of Imam Mahdi (as) :( Whatttt is wrong with me? :c *sigh*
I’m chaning slowly. Not good :( Insh’Allah for the better Soon Insh’Allah Going to pray and i’A read Quran with an English translation and reflect.. Insh’Allah.. :)
This is the first day I cried for Hussain (as) properly 17/03/12 Insh’Allah I will on Muharram
i'm still scared :/
I’m so scared I wont be on the side of my Imam Mahdi (as) :((((((((((( I mean what if i’m not.. Ya Allah.
haven’t listened to music in months Lowkey - Bars for my Brother .. So relatable.. But would it be Haraam? I mean.. it’s not like it talks about girls or anything :/ prolly get it checked by a schollar i’A.
AT MY MOSQUE TONIGHT! STANMORE ALHAMDULILAH ALHAMDULILAH ALHAMDULILAHHHHHHHHHHHH =D ALLLAH HU AKBAR ALLLLAHHHH HU AKBAR!
Sometimes I act like I have all the time in the...
Reality is I could die tomorrow..
Salmaaaan! You need to read more Quran!!! :( Insh’Allah
If I didn’t have the blog (Which follows hardly anybody) then I would procrastinate like crazyyy :3 Alhamdulilahh :))) ALLAH HU AKBARRRR
SubhanAllah… I love this Dua so much!! Sometimes I feel so at peace just listening to this beautiful Dua SubhanAllah Allah Hu Akbar Alhamdulilah……
I didn’t blog this the other day (Sunday 11/03/12) But this is so significant~ Cried for the first time doing Tasbeeh! =D Alhamdulilah! SubhanAllah!!!!! :) ALLAH HU AKBARRR =D 15/03/12
For when I get older..
I’m going to look back at this blog and see how I have changed and person I used to be =D Hopefully will write down all of my feelings on here and Insh’Allah I will strive to get closer to Him :) :)
Yay :3 can blog from my phone now Alhamduliah