April 2012
9 posts
I’m Sorry Allah
I’m Sorry Ahlulbayt (as).
Please help me gain knowledge.. I don’t want to disappoint you.
man, i’m scared
6am exams in like 5 hours
3 exams
Geog, rs, physics
*sigh*
19/04/12
I know You hear my prayers…You are the All Hearing Alhamdulilah
So please.. Grant me Sabr..Or answer my Prayer
Ya Allah.. I beg of you please.. I’m crying i’m crying.. Please Ya Allah
And I apologise if I come off as rude Astaghfurillah :(
I’m sorry…
18/04/12
Ya Allah
..I’ve said this a few (I think it’s many, but it’s not enough compared to many!) times..
But i’m sill so sorry
I am letting everybody down with these tests… YA Allah. please, please when I have to do GCSE’s next year bless me with knowledge so I can please my mother and please, please bring me closer to you.. because you created me and there is no God but...
Almost perfect
SubhanAllah, I want to do tahajjud 1:14 am but my family is up and I’m worried my brother will disrupt me
‘sigh’
Lady Zainab (as) will always be in our hearts.
Tears for Ahlulbayt (as)
I feel like..
Stabbing myself in the chest for not praying and for my iman being so low
asdfghjkl.
This is scary :(
I haven’t prayed too much recently..
like I will skip prayers
*sigh* Astaghfurillah..
ALlah guide me
Ameeen..
Brother
So tired of your hypocrisy
Please
go back to Uni
March 2012
85 posts
YA Allah.....
I feel, I know.. I don’t deserve forgiveness..
But please Ya Allah
Forgive me..
Forgive me..
and Guide me.
*sigh*
I haven’t prayed today or yesterday..
Going to Maghrib asdfghjkl
My Iman is so low :( Ya Allah
I just feel like..
My life is falling apart
but it’s not
I’m just over-reacting
but I don’t know what to do
Except turn to You
But will You answer me?
Have hope in Allah swt
I’ve cheated for too long though.
*sigh*
Auzibillah
Alhamdulilah
Ya Allah
Bismillah hir-rahman ar-raheem
You known the contents of my heart.
You know what I want to ask, but I do not want to hurt you.
Please Allah swt Help me
Please..Ya Allah
Ya Allah
Ya Allah
Increase my knowledge Spiritually & Academically
I beg of you
andpleaseforgive me
Ya Allah..
SubhanAllah
I am becomign more efficienttt! :O
Dang typo :c
SubhanAllah :)
asdfghjkl
SubhanAllah
I don’t know what to say
it’s amazing
how beautiful people are in a Mosque
MarshAllah! :) May Allah Swt bless us all and guide us and keep us on the right path inshaAllah :)
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Ahh, SubhanAllah! Alhamdulilah! Allah Hu Akbar!!...
SubhanAllah!! Alhamdulilah! :) I met Ammar Nakashawani
and he shook my hand!! :O TWICE Salawat <3
So knowledgable MarshAllah
OHHH AND I GOT A PICTURE WITH HIM! Ahh AlhamdulilAh! :)
00:49
24/03/12
Met him yesterday 23/03/12
now.. Fajr in 4 hours XD
I love Ammar Nakashawani
SubhanAllah :)
Some of his videos make me cry :))) SubhanAllah
I need help
I always turn to Him but I can’t help it. This procrastination problem
*sigh*
Sabr~ Need to do Dua and get Duas Insh’Allah
I may not realise it..
But I think I reflect everyday
Which is probably why i’m always distracted + can’t concentrate
Okay not the only reason mainly because little sleep + lack of water :c.
but I swearr I reflect a few mins everyday and I can’t help it
ALhamdulilah I think about Imam Mahdi (as) everyday but I have these negative thoughts and I just can’t help it.
I keep thinking I will...
I know I was suppose to get off tumblr..
but loool
Was speaking with my mum about how I am going to stay after school ona certain day and see a lecture by Ammar Nakshawani at the Mosque on Friday (ALHAMDULILAH ALLAH HU AKBAR!!).
And then my Mum says: “has he (referring to my dad) demolished all my chocolate”
haha I dunno why I just found that funny and started thinking my Mother is really sweet :3
Yeahhh was probbaly cuz...
I have an Idea...! Which may seem silly XD
Basically I’ll get home from school
chill for an hour
then go to sleep
BOOM
wake up 3am..
I can do Tahajjud
ALHAMDULILAH
THEN
I can do work
AND FAJRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
and i’ll have a few hours to spare to do work.
And i’ll get enough sleep
Woot Woot~
Okay.. now back to work it’s 22:33
Stop procrastinating bro~
Auzubillah
20/03/12
Awwh I just realised 18th...
Astaghfurillah Auzubillah!
ALmost 12AM! DOne no Work!! Astaghfurillahh! Ya Allah
Forgive me Why did I have to be so good at wasting time
Astaghfurillah Astaghfurillah
Procrastination….. Auzubillah
Okay...
Alhamdulilah! :O
I just got a compliment on my other blog which isn’t a personal blog..
buttttt HOW DO I REPLY TO COMPLIMENTS I can’t take them :c
May Allah bless her for her kindesssss
m’A =D
Just a lil thing to note:
When somebody compliments me, I don’t get happy because of the compliment itself (e.g. you are so beautiful, your blog is so good etc etc). But...
Auzubillah
I have such a bad procrastinating problem… Auzubillah
Boredom
I’m ill today so I have no school
I want to listen to a good lecture
or read an interesting book
so unmotivated to do work~
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I find it so hard
tonotprocrastrinate
asdfghjkl
Alhamdulah though..
I’m quite ill but I remember a verse from the Quran saying with misfortune comes forgiveness Alhamdulilahhhh
Auzibillah
So tired just came back from birmingham Doing Wudhu then sleeping InshAllah
Right now..
I want to do Salaat
but my mind is so lazy
and i’m tired
in reality I don’t
ugh
I wish I was “awake” so I would enjoy my prayer and find peace
Insh’Allah
Allah Hafiz
Time to pray and then
I’m sleeping, getting at-least 6 hours tonight
I’A
Khudafiz
Alhamdulilah
Alhamdulilah I am of the Shia of Ali (as)
Dunya
Done with this Dunya
I just want to serve Imam Mahdi (as)
That’s all
Insh’Allah one day
but I have to survive
Need to remember this Insh'Allah
“
Rights of the Wife
It is the right of your wife that you should know that Allah has made her for you a tranquility and comfort (in worry), and a friend and shield (against sins).
And likewise, it is incumbent upon both of you to thank Allah for your partner and to know that (the spouse) is a grace of Allah upon you. And it is obligatory to have good fellowship with this grace of Allah (i.e....
Yusuf
I’m really worried about him :(
His father overworks him ugh
Wish I could help him
Insh’ALlah I will do Dua for him everyday, multiple times
Insh’Allah
Ya Allah please, please help Yusuf through his hardship
Insh’Allah
Wudhu
Ya Allah
When I use water
Let it purify me
Wash away my sins
Insh’Allah
I feel as if I should hate myself
I hurt Imam Mahdi (as) by sinning and he cries for his Shia
Yet
I still sin………………..
I mean what if i’m not on his side?
Why am I having these negative thoughts..?
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Reflecting
What will come out of me reflecting?
Will I find my purpose in life?
How do I reflect?
I’ve reflected before….
But I want to reflect deeply.
Ya Allah
Insh’Allah
Insh’Allah
I can't stop thinking
that I wont be on the side of Imam Mahdi (as) :(
Whatttt is wrong with me? :c
*sigh*
Tired~
I’m chaning slowly.
Not good :(
Insh’Allah for the better Soon Insh’Allah
Going to pray and i’A read Quran with an English translation and reflect.. Insh’Allah..
:)
Ya Hussain
This is the first day I cried for Hussain (as) properly
17/03/12
Insh’Allah I will on Muharram
i'm still scared :/
I’m so scared I wont be on the side of my Imam Mahdi (as) :(((((((((((
I mean what if i’m not..
Ya Allah.
Music
haven’t listened to music in months
Lowkey - Bars for my Brother
..
So relatable..
But would it be Haraam?
I mean.. it’s not like it talks about girls or anything :/
prolly get it checked by a schollar i’A.
AMMAR NAKSHAWANI
AT MY MOSQUE TONIGHT! STANMORE
ALHAMDULILAH
ALHAMDULILAH
ALHAMDULILAHHHHHHHHHHHH =D
ALLLAH HU AKBAR ALLLLAHHHH HU AKBAR!
Sometimes I act like I have all the time in the...
Reality is I could die tomorrow..
Qurannn
Salmaaaan!
You need to read more Quran!!! :(
Insh’Allah
Alhamdulilah...
If I didn’t have the blog (Which follows hardly anybody)
then I would procrastinate like crazyyy :3
Alhamdulilahh :))) ALLAH HU AKBARRRR
Dua Faraj
SubhanAllah… I love this Dua so much!!
Sometimes I feel so at peace just listening to this beautiful Dua
SubhanAllah
Allah Hu Akbar
Alhamdulilah……
Tasbeeh
I didn’t blog this the other day (Sunday 11/03/12) But this is so significant~ Cried for the first time doing Tasbeeh! =D
Alhamdulilah! SubhanAllah!!!!! :) ALLAH HU AKBARRR =D
15/03/12
For when I get older..
I’m going to look back at this blog and see how I have changed and person I used to be =D
Hopefully will write down all of my feelings on here and Insh’Allah I will strive to get closer to Him :)
:)
Iphonee4s
Yay :3 can blog from my phone now Alhamduliah
